im so young yet i think about dying. i think about how much i want to have the strength to kill myself but theres always something holding me back, i want to escape the world and the bull crap of everyday life. my innecents was taken at a young age and i feel lower then ever. i just want the pain to be over yet i crave the pain so much. i dont cut myself instead a burn myself. with a lighter and metal. im on aint depressents but they dont seem to help. am i a freak for wanted to end my world so early?