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Does anyone think...
it's alot to ask?...
I've got a really bad insecurity...it's with cheating. I have a girlfriend...and I love her, so much, and I trust her more then anyone. She means the world to me...
It's just...I think alot about cheating. I know if it ever happened to me, I'd be devastated...I put alot of energy into my relationship...I know Im nothing special, and I'm a very weak person.
I don't look good...I'm not strong, or attractive...I feel pathetic. Why would someone want to be with me?...
I guess other guys, alot of them are all exactly the same. WHen it comes to girls, it's just all physical stuff. They can't 'help' but look at other girls...even in a relationship.
I used to feel kinda strongly against this...I decided I wanted to be different. The way that it is now...I just feel that in a relationship, my heart should be exclusively with the person. And it is...I don't look at other girls, I try not to talk to other girls (as in getting in a deeper conversation). I try and make myself dedicated to my relationship.
But what if my girlfriend talks to other guys?
Guys are all pretty much the same. We'll say anything and everything to lure the girl. Ranging from hardly trying to really trying, I think it's something we've all used to our advantage. I just feel really stupid.
It's just, I get that feeling, you know, when that special someone is getting along 'especially well' with someone else. I just feel so numb...I want to die. So bad...
I really feel like I'm not good enough. Not at all. If a person was content...they wouldn't need someone else, right? It just crushes me...every time...I want to just die...
I feel betrayed, hurt, and alone...when I really am not being betrayed or anything. But I just feel way too insecure...
I've asked her before...though I never got into detail on how much it huruts me. I just asked her...nicely, just out of the blue, to just maybe be careful...
I am protective...I am a little jealous...possesive...I just don't want any other guy getting close to her. It's so nerve racking. I can't stand it...I just...
I know I can't ask anything else of her. I really, really can't. That's just too much...
It's not even her fault...I just never want to lose her. It's killing me...if I hadn't made a promise not to hurt myself with her (we made a promise together) then I'd probably be pretty messed up.
I'm sorry...
it's alot to ask?...
I've got a really bad insecurity...it's with cheating. I have a girlfriend...and I love her, so much, and I trust her more then anyone. She means the world to me...
It's just...I think alot about cheating. I know if it ever happened to me, I'd be devastated...I put alot of energy into my relationship...I know Im nothing special, and I'm a very weak person.
I don't look good...I'm not strong, or attractive...I feel pathetic. Why would someone want to be with me?...
I guess other guys, alot of them are all exactly the same. WHen it comes to girls, it's just all physical stuff. They can't 'help' but look at other girls...even in a relationship.
I used to feel kinda strongly against this...I decided I wanted to be different. The way that it is now...I just feel that in a relationship, my heart should be exclusively with the person. And it is...I don't look at other girls, I try not to talk to other girls (as in getting in a deeper conversation). I try and make myself dedicated to my relationship.
But what if my girlfriend talks to other guys?
Guys are all pretty much the same. We'll say anything and everything to lure the girl. Ranging from hardly trying to really trying, I think it's something we've all used to our advantage. I just feel really stupid.
It's just, I get that feeling, you know, when that special someone is getting along 'especially well' with someone else. I just feel so numb...I want to die. So bad...
I really feel like I'm not good enough. Not at all. If a person was content...they wouldn't need someone else, right? It just crushes me...every time...I want to just die...
I feel betrayed, hurt, and alone...when I really am not being betrayed or anything. But I just feel way too insecure...
I've asked her before...though I never got into detail on how much it huruts me. I just asked her...nicely, just out of the blue, to just maybe be careful...
I am protective...I am a little jealous...possesive...I just don't want any other guy getting close to her. It's so nerve racking. I can't stand it...I just...
I know I can't ask anything else of her. I really, really can't. That's just too much...
It's not even her fault...I just never want to lose her. It's killing me...if I hadn't made a promise not to hurt myself with her (we made a promise together) then I'd probably be pretty messed up.
I'm sorry...