As you are aware my life at the uni has ended due to the issues with ApEl process tranamfering from place to another
And I have lots of people messing around over the years, jobs messing me around, people treating me like dog shit, been to activities where it’s been stopped and I have lost interest a result this been going on since I was seven
It’s also Beckys anniversary in ten days time, in at a loss of what to do?
Do I look for work and hope and pray that it doesn’t push my overwhelmed head over the edge? Or do I take sometime to get my self in better place
And do I carry on going to these groups hoping that I get some “joy” from and pushing my anxiety down the bog seat.
People don’t always turn up when I have asked them to meet in town.
And the actual groups are too confined and noisy that add to my frustration and I do leg it like a tiger, leopards when I am uncomfortable
These things actually push further and further into boiling point and into the darker place.
And I have lots of people messing around over the years, jobs messing me around, people treating me like dog shit, been to activities where it’s been stopped and I have lost interest a result this been going on since I was seven
It’s also Beckys anniversary in ten days time, in at a loss of what to do?
Do I look for work and hope and pray that it doesn’t push my overwhelmed head over the edge? Or do I take sometime to get my self in better place
And do I carry on going to these groups hoping that I get some “joy” from and pushing my anxiety down the bog seat.
People don’t always turn up when I have asked them to meet in town.
And the actual groups are too confined and noisy that add to my frustration and I do leg it like a tiger, leopards when I am uncomfortable
These things actually push further and further into boiling point and into the darker place.