ugh.. my brain.. I keep asking myself.. like..what is reality.. and are my dreams and what is going on even real? and I wonder wtf is wrong with me.. but I dont know.. Its ike.. Julia and I can both see this.. human changing.. its.. not just me but.. are we crazy? are we both insane? even my dad said.. he was seeing a lot of things change with life.. I just dont know.. and Its like its tormenting me.. every day..