This is probably an odd question to ask but I don't feel like I am doing as well as people seem to think. Don't get me wrong, I am 110% better than I was this time last year as I was extremely unwell, more stable and well into my recovery but still have a long way to go. As you may have read from my other posts I have suffered from psychosis and extreme paranoia of people for the past couple of months. This has improved significantly over the past couple of weeks however. I have had a few comments as of late saying how well I look and how much more happier I seem. This is true, as I am a lot happier than I have been for years, but at the same time as talking to these people and meeting them, inside my mind is screaming with suspicions and I am full of anxiety still and don't often feel like I am doing as well as I may come across. My moods are rapid cycling a little and feel very up one moment, then down the next. Nothing significant or unstable, not like proper mania or depression so I am struggling a little so can't see how people think I am doing well? Maybe I had not realised how ill I had been in the past and how I am now is a significant improvement. Just kind of have doubts when people are telling you how good you look and how well you are doing when you are having a mini crisis inside lol.