not sure if this is the right area or even the right Forum. Been having an affair, it looks like it will remain like this for ever, problem is, I can't handle this anymore. But I can't see any point in continuing my life to find someone else, am now too old to start a family, not really bothered anymore about careers etc have travelled, lived, loved and lost, I would say to anyone young on here that life really is worth the trials when you're young, there really are some amazing things to experience, but once you have done that, and there is no one to share the remains of your life with, then I really see no point. tried to speak to the Samaritans tonight thats was the second time in 2 years, really not going to try that again, tried my doctor, he thought I needed medicating and pointed me in the direction of mental support. I just want to be loved and love in return, but surely that has to be with the person you love or there really is no point?