When deaths happen around me I seem to not react the way people expect me to. I mean I don't cry or anything like that. Am I just totally f*cked up enough that it doesn't affect me or what?! My aunt died today, I love her. But...I feel nothing. I know shock and yada yada but it's always like this when a death happens. I just don't feel sad at all. I mean I'm sad they're gone but....that's all I feel.