I have been to two therapists and neither have helped. The first one depressed me even more, in fact I tried to off myself after an appointment. The second one seemed to want to focus on things other than my depression. I've also been on two different anti-depressants and all they did was make me gain weight which only makes me more depressed. I need to do something because this is no way to live, but I just don't know what to do. What else can I try?