In fourth period, some of my classmates were talking and planned to go to New York etc. next year or so, but they didn't bother to invite me. I sit near them, so I heard everything they said. Last year, My friend made plans to Orlando with some buddies and didn't bother to invite me firsthand, but she told me to PAY for my own ticket if I wanted to go. I've been in situation like this with her before anyhow. I'm not worth anything nor am I enough, why does it to be this way? I'm so nice and kind to everybody. I don't have much strength to go on, but I'm trying every day.