My mate moved into her new place today and I can't help but be completely jealous of her. I have my own place and i have a son that loves me but i just want more. She has such a huge place and now has two cellars in her one bedroom place and lots of storage and i have a loft and a cupboard. I know she deserves it but why can't i just be happy for her? I always want to be like someone else. If i see something they have that i don't i try my very best to do it. Like if they have their room a certain way i will too. Or wear certain clothes. I feel like i'm in competition with them. I know they always say well you have a boyfriend that loves you. Yeah he loves me so much that even if we do gymnastics together it's normally just weights and bar work. And when we start going to the gym he wants me to do weights again. He thinks that's what i need. I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm stuck.