I recently told one of my friends over msn how I've been feeling depressed and my fixation over death and how I'm constantly thinking about it, I asked him if he would come with me to see a therapist as emotional support. He said he would and I really value his friendship. The other day he was organizing a pub trip because one of my other friends girlfriends dumped him, and the idea was to cheer him up, anyways the conversation went to when my friend (that i told my depression to) started to talk about that no-one did nothing like that to cheer him up when he broke up with his girlfriend. It sounds selfish I know but I just want to show him my scars and cuts and say I'm in pain as well, I want to be there for my friends but sometimes my stuff gets heavy and i cant deal with much else. Should I open up to him, tell him, it would be nice to tell someone, but I don't want our friendship to turn weird. I really don't know what to do.