hey im really afraid sorry if this is hard to read im trying my best to get words down. my past posts probably said plenty about me being in constant pain and having psychotic episodes already. ive heard voices before a few times briefly they were short bursts nothing clear. today i read a book for the first time in years i didnt think it was possible with my unchecked adhd but i made it 5 chapters in so yay for me. but after i put it down my brain had a horrible surge in pain and i heard a ton of voices at once. it mustve lasted about 30 seconds maybe longer. it was completely different than anything ive ever experienced before. i was on lexapro and seroquil for a few weeks but have been off for a couple now i dont think that would cause something like this though. it’s been a couple hours my pain is worse and my head hurts a lot im really scared it’s gonna happen again i dont know what im gonna do if im schizophrenic i dont want to think about it but i cant control my thoughts this is really bad