am i selfish? everyday i wake up and try to be better. then i go to work and have to listen to the neo conservative idiots around me who helped ruin this country. i watch the market crash and prolifers tell how much they value life when they leave homeless people to freeze, people without health insurance die and send people off to war. then i look at myself and know that noone will love me. because there is no love on planet earth. just a bunch of rutting, breeding sheep that cant see beyond their morning latte or getting more money that they will waste on junk anyway. and that any man just wants me for a home appliance and that's assuming im "pretty enough" and stay decent looking long enough (god forbid i age) before they decide to play around and i have to pretend i ignore it. on top of it all these stupid little girls that call themselves women who only vote the way their husbands vote, or for who "looks nicer" and spend their lives acting as if the only way a woman should live is to be a mom and if youre not then "youre not really grown up" or "not living as you should be" why should i love when there is no love. why should i forgive when nothing forgives me. why should i respect those who have not EARNED my respect. why does having ovaries make MY life about EVERYONE ELSE EXCEPT ME. the human race deserves to be extinct. we are stupid animals that dont have enough sense not to $hit where we eat like any other sensible species. i hope i die soon.