As the topic suggests, i'm confused. For the last two or three weeks, every night as i'm trying to fall asleep i keep having thoughts of suicide. Often times while i'm driving home lately i also have thoughts of suicide and how nice it would be. ****Read this**** I don't want to commit suicide. I don't want to die, i don't want to put my friends and family through that, and if you were to ask me right now, "Are you suicidal" i would answer flatly and confidently NO. I would almost go out on a limb and say i'm not even depressed, but that's hard to say as i do feel like their is a lot missing from me being whole. But these thoughts are real, reoccurring, and their intensity varies. I saw a psychologist for two years (Up until about 7 or so months ago) an analyst, and decided myself that i had enough of it and stopped going.. Do i need to seek professional help again? Background: Even while i was going to therapy, i didn't have suicidal thoughts. This is kind of a recent occurrence.