I don't know why I keep talking to him. He doesn't seem to care much about me. He says we're friends, but he treats me more like an ex-girlfriend that did him wrong. He says the worse things about me, he means them too and he has no remorse for the way he makes me feel. So why do I keep wanting to be around him?? Am I that sick, that lonely, that desperate that I'd give up what little bit of self-respect I have left just to feel not so alone. Am I that alone...I just wish he'd show me a little bit of compassion for a change. I don't know what to do anymore...If I keep talking to him, he'll just keep treating me like dirt, If I stop, I'll be alone again...what's worse? I can't figure out why he's the way he is with me. I have a good feeling it's just because he doesn't like me much. I guess I'm afraid of the truth, that if I did go, it wouldn't matter an ounce to him. And that it'll be proof that I was never worth anyone's time.