I've been dealing with something a lot of my life... I have been raped and sexually abused by over 4 people mostly when I was a child, and it effects me, when I am in a relationship with someone I find myself feeling uncomfortable with talking or sex or sexual acts, it bothers me about 97% of the time when anything that has to do with sex is brought up especially when it has to do with me. I feel ashamed, I feel the lower half of my bodt has to be covered, this effects me terribly. Do anyone of you experience this? Am I alone? Can I ever be able to keep a healthy relationship with me deep feelings of this?