am I the only one?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by beautiful_disaster, Feb 25, 2008.

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  1. I am almost constantly afraid of myself. Because in a lot of ways I don't want to kill myself, I know I can be happy like I used to be, but then deep inside I get urges to and feelings that things would be better and I should because I wouldn't have to put up with what I put up with now, anymore.
    Do you ever get afraid of yourself?
    Just wondering how many people do
     
  2. Mortem

    Mortem Well-Known Member

    I do. But maybe not in the same way. I'm really afraid of losing control of myself. It's a sense of other conciousnesses in my head and if I get pushed to a certain limit they will take over and bring rage or panic attacks i.e.
     
  3. Slinkybinky

    Slinkybinky Active Member

    I do too. Am scared that I will lose control and end up back where I started or worse.. I think that's why I haven't managed to actually kill myself as I'm scared it wouldn't work and then I'd get shoved in the nut house. I also get scared that I'll get so angry I'll physically hurt someone else....
     
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