Hey people, my first post here. To make a long story short, I am soon closing in on 30 years, have always had basically no energy, no motivaton to do anything, no friends, no nothing. NO good relationship with my family, been extremely anti-social because I think about suicide and can never have energy or humour to connect with people. Always depressed and thinking about negative things. Anyway heres my wuestion; is there anyone here that feel they are in the same situation? I always think about this, I must be one of a kind, noone can be as retarded and ingoing as I am...depressed no friends etc....how is it possible one girl said about me behind my back..:grr: