I can't stop crying, I am so torn about this and really scared of seeming like a terrible mother... I have fought so hard for both my children to have the very best chance in life at good schools, early intervention and endless upon endless hospital visits... audiology, ent, speech therapy, ot etc etc both my children are deaf and both wear hearing aids urgghh more tears and today H and DD who is only 8 and VERY impressionable come home from church with my DD not wearing her hearing aids saying she has been "healed" and doesn't need them anymore... oh god!!! I am freaking out this is a nightmare, although I'd love it if it were true I have fought too hard for too long to have him throw it away on a whim... OMG seriously... couldn't he tell her to wear her hearing aids anyway until she is 18??? He now seriously wants to send her to school with them in her bag... oh god and what if she is just going along with this to please him... then H has her "pray" for my son to be "healed" too... Then H is all angry that I'm not lapping it all up and says when we got married we were both "christians" I am so close to ending things for us all tonight, I can't fight him I have no fight left anymore I am so scared Social Services will get involved if they think we are "neglecting" her care and schooling - I am so so p-ed at him, he can be such a jerk, ironically downright evil. Then he throws it at me that if I loved her I would be "happy" for her, its because I love her that I am scared for her, I have to type this quickly as H has gone to work, but told me he is going to come on my laptop. I can't breathe, I can't stop crying I hate him for all he puts us through. With everything happening I just can't cope with this too.