am i

[Fuzzy Monkey]

wrong for hating myself for not wanting to be alive anymore. am i wrong for rejecting myself from the world from life. i dont wanna stay but i have a friend that pushed me back and wants me to stay and that one good thing i have but am i wrong for letting her down and not turning to ppl for help. i feel like my life is just a big fuck up. ima waste of air, space and sperm. if i had it my way id be dead so y cant i just take my life already why am i staying here just to continuasly keep getting hurt. y cant i just end it all right now.

 

[Stylez]

your not meant to die simply...nobody is....you shouldn't lay your whole life on "her" you have to have real life friends too....if not the internet can make you crazy. like me i think you know this but im seeing my best friend in colorado in the middle of may. we havent seen eachother for 3 years. try to open up at school...believe in yourself and you'll be fine....peace

 

[Fuzzy Monkey]

this isnt bout sarah, id tried to work it out with her just to be rejected so im not gonna worry bout it. i cant open up at school all my life ive been made fun of and beat up at school and home so ive shallowed myself in and im afraid to open up kids are more crueler in hs than im ms or elm.