sigh. Im such a hypocrite... my boyfriend is drinking again.. my patience doesnt exist. Im just frustrated... I dont like dealing with drunk people.. while im sober. Not hat he is doing anything wrong.... im just inpatient. Am I so horrible? Where are my "people skills" Im so terrible.. im getting angry at his drunken stupors.... sigh I dont mean to be this way... I love him 110percent... but I have zero patience for drunken behaviour... except if I were drunk also... Its the drunken look... the nonsense questions... the "make me food.. cause im too drunk.. but can handle it... sort of mindset I cant stand... ugh,... I cant stand it. I wanna flip out... but I dont want to be a bitch.. sigh.