AmI so horrible?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SadPandaBear, Mar 31, 2009.

  1. SadPandaBear

    SadPandaBear Well-Known Member

    sigh. Im such a hypocrite... my boyfriend is drinking again.. my patience doesnt exist.

    Im just frustrated... I dont like dealing with drunk people.. while im sober. Not hat he is doing anything wrong.... im just inpatient. Am I so horrible? Where are my "people skills"
    Im so terrible.. im getting angry at his drunken stupors.... sigh I dont mean to be this way...

    I love him 110percent... but I have zero patience for drunken behaviour... except if I were drunk also...
    Its the drunken look...
    the nonsense questions...
    the "make me food.. cause im too drunk.. but can handle it... sort of mindset I cant stand...
    ugh,... I cant stand it.
    I wanna flip out...
    but I dont want to be a bitch..
  2. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    Sweety this doesn't make you a hypocrite at all. The thing with alcohol is it can change our perceptions, I guess you could go as far to say sometimes, depending on the person and how they tolerate alcohol, it can change the personality too. When we're drunk we find things acceptable, that we wouldn't when we were sober. When we're sober we have our senses but when alcohol is involved it can effect them.

    Perhaps you could have a talk with your boyfriend when you're both sober. Perhaps you could stop drinking or cut down on the drinking together, if you want to that is.
  3. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Talk to your boyfriend and try to come to some sort of understanding.