For years I seem to have this apathetic approach to life. I want things to get better but I do very little. I'm intelligent in the thinking sense but stupid in the real world sense. Maybe I just don't want to know. I'm still reclusive after all these years. Just stay at home, mess about the house etc. Is there a point of depression where you get so low you simply enter a void of nothingness? I feel like an empty soul.