All I want is to sleep. Every day I wake up, wash and go to work. Then when I finish work, I come back and take my zopiclone, even before 8pm some days. I cant sleep without it, and my headaches get worse, but with it, I remember very little. I am not happy. I often think of the world without me in it and I see it continuing as normal. At least while I am asleep, I cannot hurt myself. I think about things over and over in my head how to just keep sleeping that little bit longer, just for the sake of "normality".