Heya. I've also posted in the suicide thread bit... I'm kinda just talking in the different sections with people who have the faintest idea what I'm feeling and thinking! So. Me. I'm Lex, I'm 17, I've been bulimic for the last 7 years and I think I've developed anorexia given the weight loss and the resurgence of obsessive calorie counting and exercise. Not so clever. I'm still at a healthy weight though, so technically I'm fine. What the hell. I've thrown up twice today, and eaten less than 1000 calories including the binges which I then threw up. Hmm. And I keep trying to pretend I'm ok. I just don't know what to do any more. Anybody with any ideas would be greatly appriciated. I need to stop, I've already seriously damaged my body (I've never once had a regular period, for example, and my resting heartrate is still under 60 although I've never told a doctor that) so yeah. Please, please help me somebody. Sorry to sound so pathetic! Thank you for everyone taking the time to read. Lex.