So I took a nap this afternoon and I had a very rare experience of having a dream and remembering it. This is a pretty rare experience for me as I generally only take away emotions... and sometimes physical strain. Like this time around when I woke up I was panting and my heart was racing. Anyway, I say I remembered the dream... but that might be a bit of an exaggeration. I remember the overall story of the dream.. the details are hazy though. So anyway in this dream I was.. well I guess you could call me a hero or something. Anyway, I was sneaking around.. well I guess it was a ship or something. I am not sure what I was doing there.. maybe I was sabatoging something or trying to steal something. All I know is that I was eventually caught. Thus my escape sequence began, Metal Gear style. Problem is much like in Metal Gear, on very high difficulty settings, everything I did alerted someone. So in my frustration I just started to kill off the guards that came at me. Here is the part that strikes me as odd. As I slowly offed all of the guards, more difficult ones started to appear. Instead of being shaped like generic Solider A bad guys. They started to take on forms of people I know... The ones I knew were much harder to kill for some reason. Some were people I have not seen in decades. Then as I struggled on I started to get tired, and gained more injuries. This increased the difficulty of survival. However, eventually I managed to reach the boss area. I am pretty sure this is where I had lost. I could not make out the boss and shortly there after I woke up. I have always had weird nap dreams.. this is no exception. I have to wonder if this dream is telling me that as long as I keep my current identity... I am.. well I am killing myself?