An Offer: I have on my mind

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by GS9, Jan 9, 2009.

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  1. GS9

    GS9 General

    I have been thinking about a offer i got and it said this

    Hi master chad,

    are you feeling suicidal? because I know I am, I want to die, but the thing is I cannot do it alone

    I am looking for someone who is suicidal also. I will help you die if you help me die.


    I want to die but I want to live
    And its sad cause no matter how much i want and think about death, there is
    this voice that tells me to make it another day
  2. Mightbehere

    Mightbehere Well-Known Member

    I know I'm suppose to be supportive but I wish someone gave me a genuine pm like that..
  3. pensive1981

    pensive1981 Well-Known Member

    Do we really need to be helping each other die? If you or the person who messaged you needs a hand held on the way out - maybe suicide really isn't the right decision for you. It's good that you feel like you can't do it without someone doing it as well. Explore that feeling further. It could be rooted in a stronger desire to live than you think.

    Maybe you should counteroffer and say you will help them live if they help you live. Worth a try...
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    I hope you don't take the offer

    You said you want to live also,so focus on those thoughts. :hug:
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  5. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    No one should be sending messages like that to anyone since its against the rules. This is a pro life site no one can help you to die. If you want to talk about why you feel that way then thats ok we will listen :hug:
  6. GS9

    GS9 General

    well this site hates me, for what i used to be
    and not alot of members like me...

    Without alcohol or pot it feels like life isnt worth living

    Its like a civil war in my head
    One sides wants to end it all and the other wants to see the future

    But I also made 2 promises to my self
    1. Never to do suicide
    2. If life continues to be bad cut the ties at 18

    I'm 18 and my life isnt looking any better...

    I just dont know anymore
  7. Alexpt2

    Alexpt2 Well-Known Member

    Sending the pm your way right now biotch.

    I'm just kidding(and he knows that, we're cool)

    Suicide is a personal choice, should not involve others in any way. Noone should help another person die, nor be assisted by anyone in there own death as far as i'm concerned.
  8. Leiaha

    Leiaha Well-Known Member

    hi master chad, i really hope you turn down the offer,

    Lea :hug:
  9. alexander01

    alexander01 Active Member

    I smell a spider.
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