I know this is a pro-life forum and suicide is discouraged. Although I fear death, I could never face my life without knowing that I can leave if I want to. This may sound strange, but the suicide option is actually my source of emotional comfort, a security blanket, if you will. For me suicide is a legitimate, viable course of action, and one that I would never turn away from. Without it, I'm like a person trapped inside a burning building with no way to escape. This may sound bizarre, but conceptually speaking...I need suicide.