Well it would seem a lot of my latest posts were lost about 17 of them total. I am slightly bummed. So it looks like I am going to have to rewrite what I can remember. As I stated in an earlier post. It seems I may of been wrong about an assumption I made. Here Back in February my best friend stopped talking to me and my GF dumped me, after that I just did not want to trust anyone again, right now I am just afraid of being hurt again, cause I know if it does..I will lose it. Cause I am just so damn tired of the ppl I look up to most are really not who/what they claim to be, and just leave you lie, and disappoint you. But its what happened recently, last week I was asked to room with some friend, they said I am the only one they trust that offered. So yeah its got me abit stumped, that maybe my assumption was wrong. As to the why I did assume this, this was back in August, all i was trying to do is vent out, when out of the blue Beth just says, "you know what you problem is? you like to everyone know who you are pissed at." The room went silent, not one single person came up in my defense, that told me no one cares and after that point I just stopped opening up, and really have been gettign worse since then.