were having a bad dream wouldn't you wake yourself up if you could? what if death was like finally when i get to wake up and stop havin such a horrible dream i know that sounds dramatic but it sounds kind of nice right? plus, i honestly believe everyone could do off without me so there's always the makin the world a better place aspect ya know? who am i to be so selfish to stay here and make life hell for everyone else? take away one less burden. one less worry. sounds nice just to wake up.