And Im gone..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by XsweetpoetX, Oct 11, 2010.

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  1. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Im so sick of everything. I keep messing up.My family hates me,im a disappointment. Everything I do is a mistake. Im so tired. I wanna be normal again. I want people to actually enjoy being around me. I hate who I am. I want to start cutting again. I want to end it all.
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    What's going on, why do you feel like you're messing up? Keep talking to us!
     
  3. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    I was doing so well. And now im just fading away. Its getting to be too much. I can't handle it anymore.
     
  4. fallenaldur

    fallenaldur Member

    I know how it feels to do so well and get so far and have it all turn around. But what's the trigger? What changed? What happened. Cmon, you don't have to handle it alone. Vent it here. Please.
     
  5. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Everything triggers me. The way my family acts. Like everything is all okay,when its not. Instead of helping me they encourage me.
     
  6. ~Heather~

    ~Heather~ Well-Known Member

    I feel the same way. You know you can PM me if you need me right? :hug:
     
  7. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    I know Heather. Im just feeling so down today. Not my normal self at all.
     
  8. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    i enjoy being around you here,im sorry youre down today,i wonder why we call it "family"
    but im so with you today
     
  9. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Thank you andi. You always make me smile. Im glad I met you.
     
  10. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    :hugtackles::console: :shake: :marriage::hug::handinhand:
    its awesome knowing you too
     
  11. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Wanna get married? haha.
     
  12. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    :eek:k:
    can we live in america?
     
  13. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Of course..

    But I want 6 children. You down?
     
  14. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    6!!!!!!:yikes: :faint:
     
  15. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Haha. You can handle it.
     
  16. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    haha we will get to do it 6 times
    hell yeah
     
  17. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    We can do it more than those 6 times. haha. Were married.
     
  18. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    :moonwalk: :bubble::party::thanks::showoff::superman: :stretcher:
     
  19. XsweetpoetX

    XsweetpoetX Well-Known Member

    Haha. As long as I get my 6 babies. And Im naming them all after Disney characters.
     
  20. hollowvoice

    hollowvoice Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    hmm.....you can name 5 one must be alyssa:cool:
    what characters?
     
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