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And it hits me!

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by voices_inmy_head, Jan 2, 2008.

  1. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    I want to be alone! Im happy in my self-distructive lonliness!

    I thought being all alone made me miserable but it didn't.

    I went out there and found a guy who apparently likes me, and I have been on 3 dates with him now, well I say dates actually It was 3 situations involving alcahol! And Now he is texting me every day and constantly asking me when can I see him again and I just want to scream I dont want to see you again! Because without alcahol I find you boring, you are not my type and the fact you are a stupid kid with no money annoys me!

    Rant rant rant!

    I want to say all this to him as now he is constantly interupting me being alone!

    I need to tell him but I have no idea how. After new years eve he saw a little bit of the real me and started shouting and telling me I need help! I dont want or need help i do however need him to go away!