so yet another close friend has met someone to have in their life and i am still all alone in this crud-hole city. when these friends cancel plans with me to be with this special someone it pizzez me of to no end. it makes me hate the opposite sex even more… i am extremely bitter and only care to lash out and spit on any woman that crosses my path. YES I AM A AHOLE… tell me something i dont already know…. YES i have a cruddy attitude… TELL me something i dont already know… YES… you can say i need treatment for my anger… wont get me anywhere because i have been kicked out of both offices in the area because i stopped going. honestly i dont even want the help because it will just make me a weak minded idiot who will allow people to walk all over him. ANGER has been my friend for 41 years and it has never let me down, never lied to me, never used me, never never never hurt me… YET… i have been used, lied too, hurt, used, taken advantage of by these no good, two faced women who act as if they are gods gift to men. ( i dont believe in god, i just used the word, nothing else would fit) no longer do i want to [*Moderator Edit: Removed Methods*] because there is NO OTHER ALTERNATIVE… oh yea, dont bother telling me to quit or to seek counseling because your wasting precious typing time, time that could be better well spent seeking out some sucker who you can use or abuse, right ladies?