when i'm perfect, it'll all melt away and i'll be all better. perfect thin better normal happy thin better thin thin thin happy love happy THIN. you can say theres no such thing as perfection but in my opinion for me id be perfect if i was thin. i wouldnt want to die i wouldnt self harm i would see things and hear things i wouldnt need therapy i wouldnt need a psychiatrist id be perfect but no. ill never get any better at this. i am too weak. infact i dont really want to go on im never going to be perfect. so why am i still breathing???