This month I tried suicide after planning it for more than a year. Unfortunately, it failed: <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> were not enough. I read later than the <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> would have made the difference. With no further access to prescribed drugs I found myself in panic about how could have I leave this life, since I can't do violent acts like jumping off buildings or jump to the front of a train. I was just looking for a painless death after a painful life that brought to a dead end. Tonight I will try it the way I could find: <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> that I will swallow since I can't take it all by any other via because I never did any drug before. I'm nervous about the pain it can cause, I'm nervous about its efficiency - specially being swallowed. Wish me luck. And remember: Life is a lady. Try always to preserve yours before considering such a painful act as is any form of suicide.