Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Aug 31, 2009.
Im Going To Fight Until I See The Sun Light
Not That I See The Point
what are you going to fight about?
lol techincally not fight physically
just fight my feelings
Oh oops :giggle: my bad...
what feelings are you fighting?
mostly regret hate and depression
id just like one hour want to feel normal
insted of feeling like im going mental
regret is a horrible feeling that often leads to hate. you will hate what you once were because you have nothing else to have passion for. at least that's how it is in my case, i cant speak for you i guess. and then once you get over it, you might feel even worse, because that passion and intesity you had in hate that was garnered towards what you regretted is now gone, as well as purpose. im sure that made no fucking sense but whatever.
yea I can relate...I wish I wasn't going mental every day...it's tiring and painful...
maybe try to occupy your mind? Sometimes it works for me...not all the time though...
i throw myself into working, because i can be someone else while im at work,
its just the night time thats the worst
thats when all my feelings hit at once
same here at night it gets worse, and I just feel like I want to sleep so I can get in the morning...my anxiety keeps me awake though....sometimes I wish I could sleep forever...
i know the feeling, i used to be on sleepers, but after awhile they become too addictive and even then i couldnt sleep. its at night when everything from my past comes back, its almost like being too scared to shut my eyes knowing exactly what ill see
Yeh me too but we got to remember they are just that feelings emotions that cannot hurt us no more. No one can hurt us because we are older and can defend ourselves right.
I'm always here if you need someone to talk to.
You need to find some hobbies to distract your mind.. Maybe take some night classes..I am just the opposite of you.. I can't handle the days.. At night I am o.k. So I stay up late and try to sleep the days away..I have grown bored with everything I do. So I have decided to take up two new hobbies..I'm even thinking about doing some volunteer work..Thats a big step for me because I have isolated myself in my room for the last sixteen years..