So I'm taking a step...people say that you have to make choices, take risks....I'm taking a chance, a chance they all say is stupid and not worthwhile. So what if i'm wrong? What if i fall apart again? I know I'll b gone. Is it worth it? If i dont take the chance i will b unhappy, if i take it and i fail, ill b gone....wats a girl to do? I'm so scared! I'm shaking, my heart is racing just thinking about it!