so here I am again on the roundabout. I was doing so much better, I thought. Today has been the cherry on top of the cake so to speak. I lost it with my boss a short while ago. One thing leads to another and then another and then another and another. Really, really, really need to SH but am trying to avoid that. How to avoid these triggers when they are part of my life? Well maybe he'll fire me and that'll be that. If I could leave, I would. Financially, obviously, is not very smart. Damn, so frustrated getting like this again. Issues breathing here, feeling spacy and just too bothered. Missing my rock.