Anger, Hurt and Pain (Possible Trigger)

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Darkness N Light, Aug 9, 2007.

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  1. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    I feel all this anger
    I feel all this pain
    I feel all this hurt
    Why did you do it to me?

    Did you want to see me hurt?
    Did you want to hurt me so bad?
    What did I ever do to you?
    How could you be so cruel?

    All these years after everything
    I can still feel everything you did
    I can feel your fist on me
    I can feel your friends doing things they shouldn't have

    The Pain I feel is just so great
    Will it ever go away and stay away
    Will I always be triggered by hearing your name?
    Why Dad, Why did you do it?

    I want to understand
    I want to know why
    I want to be able to move on from it
    Is that so hard to do?

    I hate you for everything you did
    I hate you for all this pain I still feel
    I hate you for not even regretting what you have done
    Most of all I hate you because of who you are

    You were supposed to protect me
    You were supposed to be there for me
    Instead you about killed me
    Instead you only cared about yourself

    Why did it have to happen to me?
    Why did you do everything you did?
    Was I so damn hard to love?
    Was I so damn easy to hate?

    Why did you beat me?
    Why did you about kill me?
    Why did you let your friends rape me?
    Why weren't you a father at all?

    Damn you and the things you did
    Damn you and the things you said
    Damn you for every hurt you put me through
    Damn you for everything you said to me

    Your no father at all
    You don't deserve any children
    You don't deserve anything from me
    You don't even deserve my hate but you got it

    I feel all this anger
    I feel all this pain
    I feel all this hurt
    Why did you do it to me?
     
  2. see

    see Well-Known Member

    :hug: Pm if you ever need to talk.Take care
     
  3. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    if only we knew the answers to those questions.
    Good piece.
     
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