I feel all this anger I feel all this pain I feel all this hurt Why did you do it to me? Did you want to see me hurt? Did you want to hurt me so bad? What did I ever do to you? How could you be so cruel? All these years after everything I can still feel everything you did I can feel your fist on me I can feel your friends doing things they shouldn't have The Pain I feel is just so great Will it ever go away and stay away Will I always be triggered by hearing your name? Why Dad, Why did you do it? I want to understand I want to know why I want to be able to move on from it Is that so hard to do? I hate you for everything you did I hate you for all this pain I still feel I hate you for not even regretting what you have done Most of all I hate you because of who you are You were supposed to protect me You were supposed to be there for me Instead you about killed me Instead you only cared about yourself Why did it have to happen to me? Why did you do everything you did? Was I so damn hard to love? Was I so damn easy to hate? Why did you beat me? Why did you about kill me? Why did you let your friends rape me? Why weren't you a father at all? Damn you and the things you did Damn you and the things you said Damn you for every hurt you put me through Damn you for everything you said to me Your no father at all You don't deserve any children You don't deserve anything from me You don't even deserve my hate but you got it I feel all this anger I feel all this pain I feel all this hurt Why did you do it to me?