Greetings... I feel angry and/or depressed all the time. I spend aproxx 90% of my time inside my room. Whenever I leave my house and spot people I always want to hit them in the face or stomp on their faces. But I can restrain myself when sober...... Whenever I get drunk I become extremely self-loathing and so, if I see somebody that would otherwise make me angry when sober I'll attack him (Whenever this happens I totally loose control and can't remember what happens..).. If I'm alone or together with people, whom "I like", I start hit myself in the face, bash my head into a wall, break my knuckles by hitting into tough things or similar... Have been somewhat depressed since I was 10 and the last couple of years it has become a lot worse. The thing that scares me, the rage, has only appeared the last year and now I had to quit my college because I really "wanted" to "hurt" people. I have made many injuries to myself and other people... Should I end this before hurting(worse?) anybody else? I mean I consider my life rather worthless.. Most other peoples lives are much more "rich", redundant happiness etc..etc..etc..