Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by MoAnamCara, Dec 7, 2012.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist


    It’s an ugly emotion
    Seeping through my veins,
    Invading my being
    And permeating my mind.

    It’s disconcerting
    In its strength,
    A true waste of energy
    Yet one I can’t shake.

    Irritable at myself
    And owning my inabilities,
    This simmering rage is
    Just waiting for a lit fuse.

    My bitterness is ugly
    I’ll own my feelings,
    Disgusted at life and
    Feeling wronged.

    How dare I feel this way
    Selfish and conceited,
    Don’t I realize how fortunate I am
    But what is this anger hiding?
  2. NYJmpMaster

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    It was both sad and a relief to read this as I have th esame struggle with anger often. Thank you for sharing.
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Anger i know can be very poisonous but it can also be used as a tool to keep one self going short term yes but i use anger to keep me out of the dam darkness
    You are not selfish or conceited hun NO WAY hugs
  4. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thanks to you both.

    I know it's not particularly healthy. I think it's multiple things that are underneath it all. Of course, many say its a part of grief too. So, perhaps ill use that as an healthy-alternative explanation for right now!

    At some point it would be ideal to identify what really hiding behind it, the cause of it.
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