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Im really pissed off at the world and I think the feeling is mutal
I have been beaten up and humilated
Im tired of unsuccessfully trying to live while everyone laughs their asses off at me and
I am deeply ashamed of myself
I am thinking about ending it all seriously for once in my life
no more pityful little threats and cowardly attempts
the real deal
I hope I do this once and for all and not chicken out again
I cant bear to go thru one more night and day of this world
Its weird with suicide that there is such a feeling of deep shame and taboo, because thats just how i feel about myself
anyone feel angry or ashamed too?
I have been beaten up and humilated
Im tired of unsuccessfully trying to live while everyone laughs their asses off at me and
I am deeply ashamed of myself
I am thinking about ending it all seriously for once in my life
no more pityful little threats and cowardly attempts
the real deal
I hope I do this once and for all and not chicken out again
I cant bear to go thru one more night and day of this world
Its weird with suicide that there is such a feeling of deep shame and taboo, because thats just how i feel about myself
anyone feel angry or ashamed too?