I just want to give up. i am tired of being angry and depressed. all that i do is hurt the people that i love and they would be better off without me. i feel that if i kill my self that their live will be better because they will not have to deal with my shit anymore. I am obsessed with suicide websites. I take depression medication but i stopped taking it for a few weeks and now i am back on it. i feel like a failure and that life is never going to get better. i just wish people would stop caring so i could end my life without hurting anyone.