i'm feeling really angry right now. i was feeling really depressed, and my sister was just trying to be supportive, and then got upset cos i was just kinda shooting her down and turning everything she said into something negative, she was clearly hurt and frustrated and i told her to fuck off then logged off. and i don't want to apologise. i love her so much, but i can't die and it's because of her. i fucking hate her for that. i just want to end.