New to all of this including forums. No one else really to talk to. Those I've slyly mentioned anything to about being depressed just tell me to basically suck it up, that I have a lot to live for. Funny I don't feel it. I thought the year 2031 was going to be my year! I was going to do things....save money, change jobs etc. Instead I lose my dad to cancer, lose my beloved dog because of someone breaking into my yard while I'm at the hospital and leaves the gate open. She runs out and gets hit by a car. Lose my job the next month because some new restaurant outbid our rent agreement. My son moves to the other side of the US. My daughter never calls, and I ry to take care of my mom since she's not doing well. But I'll be off unemployment soon and I haven't found another job yet. I'm trying really hard not not go back into management, that put sooo much stress on me . I don't know which way to turn these days except one.