i have a problem. anytime anyone vunerable or depressed trys to talk to me i feel this horrible urge to drive them over the edge. i was depressed for most of my childhood and teenage years and that left me with alot less compassion then i had originally started with. but over time my sadness slowing boiled up into this quiet rage that constant feels like its going to spill over. then i feel horrible when i catch myself thinking extremely ill will toward my fellow man. i have a beautiful loving wife that is my world and i do everything i can to make sure she is happy.i have wonderful friends and even a few family members that i can stand to be around. but why am i still sooo bitter? if this helps i feel somewhat like this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DilYs7scIgU its just this quiet anger that makes me want to attack people in power.