My sister just celebrated her 29th wedding anniversary. Other friends are celebrating their 30th + wedding anniversaries. My divorce came 8 years ago 7 days before my what would have been the 25th wedding anniversary. I wish I could be happy for my sister and my friends but all I feel is a deep longing for celebrating just one anniversary with my ex. I feel envious and that is not how I should feel. I feel lonely in that I have not had a good relationship with anyone since the divorce (1 stalker relationship which I had to end). I can't even wish Happy anniversary to them I feel so miserable. I realize things are down because of work but even with work going well I am envious. Just had to vent.