I'm feeling very alone and I can't sleep. My close friend still won't talk to me, which feels like a betrayal, even though I'm the one who hurt her, even if was by not thinking. It hurts just to hear my friends laughing and talking without me. I don't know when this feeling will end, hopefully by morning. I was always there for her, but the one time I reached out to her she turns her back on me, says she needs space and that she doesn't have the energy. It doesn't feel fair, but maybe this is what I deserve I can't tell. No need to respond to this I should feel better by morning but I need to get these feelings off my chest if I want to sleep at all tonight. All the loneliness just hurts too bad and all I want is to feel cared about by someone.