Whats up guys? You may have heard that the suicide rates are rising among black people. For a long time people have have had the misconception that black people don't kill themselves. Well, recently we have seen time after time that ths is a lie. People of any race can commit suicide. I just hope that I'm not the next black male to kill myself. The reason I won't to die is because I can't find a decent paying job. Right now I work at a car rental company that only pays $7.50 an hour. Some of u may feel that this is not a good reason to commit suicide but it is depressing when you're not financially secure. I tried to go to college but I'm not really that much of a book smart person. I tried really hard to get a degree. And see, that's what I hate about life. It seems that everything is about money. The trouble is, everyone doesn't have equal access to make good money. A lot of people don't want to help u either. I just don't understand why these billion dollar corporations. don't want 2 pay a decent salary. I don't really care about being rich, I just want 2 make enough money 2 have my own house, a decent car, and be able 2 take care of a family. I'm 23 years old and I can't go on living financially miserable. Because it seems that if u don't have money, u can't live happy. And time is constantly moving. I definitely don't want 2 be a 40 year old man with no money. And I know its not fair, but its also hard 2 get a woman when u don't have any money. This world is just too evil. I'd rather go 2 the afterlife and live in peace with God. And no I do not believe that God will send u 2 hell if u commit suicide. If I can get a good job I will live, if not then I will have 2 die so my soul can rest.