I wasn't sure where to put this. I took another overdose last night and despite being in and out of consiouciosness all day and being very ill, I'm still here. seems somebody upthere has deceided its not my time. I spoke to my doctor and have agreed to try and stop the paracetamol, and also anti-depressants which aren't helping as I keep getting all the side effects. I'm not sure where I will end up, but I have to try something. I also got my first counselling confirmed today its on monday at 15:30, hopefully this one won't abandon me like the rest have. I don't know what will happen over the next 2 weeks, if my mood will improve or if I will get worse, my doctor has asked that I call her if I start to feel worse but sometimes I just don't realise until I'm in the thick off it, I said I'd try though. thank you to everyone for their support and sorry for how I've been. Guess were see what happens in the up & coming weeks.