Haven't posted for a long time here. Last night, I attempted suicide. I can't see any point in living now. No one is here for me. I have nothing. I am sure this is the time to go. I think I will try a better method tonight. It's so hard to avoid detection though. People will try to stop you but they don't really care. Once you are 'safe' they will go. Such a shame as all it would have taken was a little support from one of my friends or family and it would not have come to this. I just hope I can get it right this time.